2010

so many sweet and bitter memories in 2010. i almost end up a 9 years relationship because of my partner is not ready and others issues which is sooooo complicated . 2011, i hope you gonna give me the bestest best things ever .... ill be counting on you 2011. gonna start my study back, in the process of buying a huge asset .... my love life is... we r going to another phase.. ill pray everything will be fine. i already cut my long hair to short. really short.. and it almost blonde under the sunlight ... hahahahha :D
i was not happy for certain matters. dats the reason why i cut it short. i have no regret cause by the end of 2011 its gonna be long again...
i realize after i cut my hair short, i didnt get that much of sexual harassment.. hahahah meaning, there's no guys who trying to hit on me... they dont flirt with me, didnt show any interest at all.. while when i have this long red hair... they wink at me, smile at me .. say hye to me ... and so many others thing. its a frustration knowing that boys only like you cause of our looks not because of your attitude, ur kindness, and etc.

now

then

any different u notice? hurmm ~~ i dont know... my boys they kind of like both. but me. frankly speaking... i love both too.. hahahaha... when i wanna look fresh and young.. short hair is better. but if i wanna look that is more mature.. i turn to long hair.. well not everyone can pull this look right ?

p/s i still love you