disaster at 3am

frustration struck me at 3.am in the morning. i was surfing the net, layan myTV3 .. terpengaruh dgn ly4 and jill .. hohohohoh.. and all of sudden tersurf something and fucking shit!! i hate to see it!!
i remember all the time when __ acting like i did so many mistakes, but actually behind my back, __ did the same what i did .. so fuck off !!!!!!!!!
janganla act baik giller depan aku padahal ko pun sama jer dowh!
cakap aku mcm2 kot!! tapi pusing kalu, apa aku buat, ko buat jugak !! aperhall???
bengang ass....
ntahlaaa... tak tau macam mana nak cakap ....

yes, aku taknak amek tau, aku taknak amik peduli , tapi damn!!! aku manusia biasa, sifat ingin tahu, ambil tahu tuu memang ada ahhh ..... sebab.... kau ada dalam hidup aku .....aku tak sempurna mana, well kau pun!!!!!

this is just to divert the feeling... :)

"In your brown eyes I was feeling low
'Cause they're brown eyes and you never know
Got some brown eyes but I saw her face
I knew that it was wrong"

"Something I saw, something I know did not belong to me
But then I thought theres no way you would do that to me
Then last week, when you went aside to use your phone
I felt a chill but told myself that it was from the cold
And I just woke up, but I wish that it was a nightmare
Cos when I have those, it isnt real like this one is"



ps: i wont hate you.