behind all the smile, laugh, i still feel empty. missing something in life. i dont know what, should i try to search for it, and if i succeed, will it makes me happy again. this emptiness , feeling alone even everyone is around you.. its pathetic.
i guess when people took advantages of you, taken you for granted, be with you just to get something, and when they're done.... you are out of the list ... this is so fucking frustrated right? .. disappointment ... they disconnect you from their life .... you thought their so sincere being your friends, is there a silver lining for all these....
i wanted to cherish every person , every single soul, but im scared.. they will hurt me soo bad, again and again and again....
but still... i ended trusted you my friends...
mummy didnt taught me to be cruel , you can say anything to me again and again.. but i will remain the same .. i wish i can be cruel ....