i HATE this feeling!!!!!!!
why cant u listen? why cant you just, at least back me up, stand up for me !! damn, u said u care for me .... but u chose others than me.. so, whats that really mean? is that how much it cost to love me? let them smack me HARD and HARSH and u sat there do nothing!!!.... im sick n tired of this fucking SHIT !! i HAD bare for a very long time ... and now, i explode myself... u dont care!! u just DONT !!!!!! I HATE IT !!!!!
devastated, hated, angry ... but actually .. im feeling sooo SAD, fucking sad !! why is this happening to me? babe, i stood up for you , always.... u do shit to me, im still around. i know i do SHIT a lot more than you... ask urself why ??????????????
nothing gonna change i guess.... should i go away? should i just give up ? this? i dont know what to do ... i just dont know ..
is this what i have to pay, for being here, being there, everytime you need me ... be your friends, be a person that you can rely on... but ... im just not good enough !!.. bla bla bla... you got your own reason for doing things uve did.. ha ha ha .......
i HATED MYSELF FOR THIS !!!!!!!!!!!
why cant u listen? why cant you just, at least back me up, stand up for me !! damn, u said u care for me .... but u chose others than me.. so, whats that really mean? is that how much it cost to love me? let them smack me HARD and HARSH and u sat there do nothing!!!.... im sick n tired of this fucking SHIT !! i HAD bare for a very long time ... and now, i explode myself... u dont care!! u just DONT !!!!!! I HATE IT !!!!!
devastated, hated, angry ... but actually .. im feeling sooo SAD, fucking sad !! why is this happening to me? babe, i stood up for you , always.... u do shit to me, im still around. i know i do SHIT a lot more than you... ask urself why ??????????????
nothing gonna change i guess.... should i go away? should i just give up ? this? i dont know what to do ... i just dont know ..
is this what i have to pay, for being here, being there, everytime you need me ... be your friends, be a person that you can rely on... but ... im just not good enough !!.. bla bla bla... you got your own reason for doing things uve did.. ha ha ha .......
i HATED MYSELF FOR THIS !!!!!!!!!!!
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