as if im invisible. i click the LIKE button. i made a fool of myself , but guess what. thru all the conversations.. as if im not there. as if i never been there.
and the next day, i just laugh all the way .. talking bout it as it didnt hurt me a bit. like it meant nothing to me.. while inside me , i was like a rotten rose being left with no one who love...
i try to make it sweet, i try to blend in with your thoughts, but your mind is somewhere not near.. somewhere so far i cant connect to.. i cant.
when i tell you what happened in my life every day, your face, your reaction as if like you dont want to know at all... i know you are busy , so fucking busy that you cant even call me ..... cant even sms me ...
i remember when im so far away from you, you sent sms every day, every hour, before you come to work, after you finish work.. in between working hours... never failed you make me bloom and smiling every day ... but when im around, im the only one who do stuff like that .. and you? you have so many reasons ... i cant explain.
i understand your situation, i know the pressure .... that is why i never talk about this to you.. that is why ..... i will never ever talk to you about this. i have to surrender all my feelings and my thoughts here. im sorry ... maybe im just not good enough, or maybe.. it was just ME!
and the next day, i just laugh all the way .. talking bout it as it didnt hurt me a bit. like it meant nothing to me.. while inside me , i was like a rotten rose being left with no one who love...
i try to make it sweet, i try to blend in with your thoughts, but your mind is somewhere not near.. somewhere so far i cant connect to.. i cant.
when i tell you what happened in my life every day, your face, your reaction as if like you dont want to know at all... i know you are busy , so fucking busy that you cant even call me ..... cant even sms me ...
i remember when im so far away from you, you sent sms every day, every hour, before you come to work, after you finish work.. in between working hours... never failed you make me bloom and smiling every day ... but when im around, im the only one who do stuff like that .. and you? you have so many reasons ... i cant explain.
i understand your situation, i know the pressure .... that is why i never talk about this to you.. that is why ..... i will never ever talk to you about this. i have to surrender all my feelings and my thoughts here. im sorry ... maybe im just not good enough, or maybe.. it was just ME!
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