JEN's day.OUT

okey, bersempena hari yang spesial ini... kami beramai2 pergi membawa si JEN ke sunway LAGOON. saya pasti dia begitu seronok sekali. hehehehe.....
the night before dah g makan2 kat strawberry dgn mereka2 semua, and tido umah chuya ( terasa muda kembali ) huahuahua....
esoknya bangun bergilir-gilir.. siap2 nak g breakfast.... so kite semua decide nak pakai satu keter je. maka naikla kete lya yang hebat, gagah, perkasa.... ada 7 orang. muat okeyyyyyyy.....
breakfast kat area umah i , makan2 isi perotttt... then dalam kul 10.30am kami pon menuju ke destinasi. alhamdullillah perjalanan amat lancar sekali. takde la nak jam2 nie... heheheh
so, kami pon bersukaria dia sunway lagoon. huhuhu....... seronok dapat main air2 kolam... berendam sampai kecot kulit.. hihihihih......
dah abes penat berendam, g makan kat sunway pyramid. makan nasik ahh, lapaoooo....
malam nye ade xtvt hebat... huhuhu...... ada xtvt bersama jen. pakai cun2... naik satu kete lagi.
on the way ke tempat dituju, boley ada road block kan, haaaaaa... pastu saya driver dan saya tidak bawa lesen.. maka......... saya dan lya yang jujur terus tukar driver di tepi jalan raya itu. sekali, ada polis sergah laaaaa.... dia cakap
p: haaaaaa, tukar balik, tukar balik
m: alamak ( telan air liur ) - sambil g seat driver balik
p: mintak ic, sila pergi depan sana
m: sambil memberi ic dan drive la ke tempat tahanan kereta.,, adehhhhhh
p: ni ada lesen ke x ni?
m : ada bang, tpi saya x bawak.
p: abes tu yang gi tukar kat tepi jalan tu kenapa, nampak sangat bersalah
m: mana saya tau bang, saya jujur. tukar je
p: dah2 g cite kat sana ( sambil bawa ic dan saya pon ikut ke pondok bas, di mana ada kakak polis tunggu...

sobsob...

kp: awak ada lesen ke x?
m: ada kak, tp saya x bawak.
kp: tu kete awak ke, kenapa x bwk lesen.
m: itu kete kawan saya, kitorang nak g amek kete kat tempat kerja. kawan saya x sihat, lagipon kete baru dia takut nak bawak.
kp: dah panggil kawan awak
sambil tarik lya ...
m: ni la kawan saya. dia x larat jadi saya la yg bawak keter
kp: kenapa awak tukar seat , buat biasa je la
lya: kwn saya x bawak lesen, jadi kita tukar la balik
kp: kalau awak x berenti tadi kite pon x tau awk x bwk lesen. lain kali buat biasa je..
m: hurmm, tu la kite jujur. mana nak tau , kite tukar je la ( sambil cakap ala2 chuya )
kp: dah la, lain kali takyh berenti. buat biasa ja... kalau x melayang 300lebih ...
m: wahhh,,. terima kasihhhhh

pastu budak2 dalam keter tu semua kene sakat dgn abang polis. maklumlaaa... semua macam china doll kot. heheheheh. tpi apa pon memang kelakar laaaa malam tuu... hihihihi... extreme punye..... hahahahaha.... malas la citer lebih2...

make over

ehem... hari tu ade dinner di tempat kerja saya. maka saya dan rakan2 ( ayat skema) telah pergi membeli belah baju-bajuan untuk ke dinner itu nanti. sangat excited. mcm zaman muda mudi nak cari baju g prom. walaupun kitorang beria g cari baju bagai, tapi bukan kitorang je okey, semua orng pun mcm tu jugak. hehehhee... ade yang sewa costume, pakai baju nenek la, pinjam baju jiran la. tak kisah la, asal ada usaha untuk ikut tema. tak ikut pon takpe ... ehehehhehe jadi beberapa hari sebelum dinner kami telah pon pergi dress hunting. adela a few dress2 yang menarik, uang nye pon menarik jugak. maka beli yang paling- alah membeli, menang memakai - hihihihi maka on the day , saya dan beberapa rakan yg lain kerja pagi, dah siap bawa beg2 baju, kasut la, tuala bagai. mandi di tempat kerja dan terus ke kedai rahsia untuk make over kami. ecececehhhh.. semangat jer..... setelah habis kami berlima disiapkan , masa tengah tukar baju tuu tetiba da plak customer yg nak make over sekali.... satu tempat kerja pulak tuu. adehh kedai rahsia tak berapa nak rahsia dahhh..... tapi nasib baik mak andam mcm bias x make over cun2 untuk diorng. hehehehehehe... ( jahat je kan kan ) anyway... layan je gambar2 yang ada nie ^_^



yani, me, bella, fanna,lany and lya

dr.ozlem, chuya, anem


nie semua yang pergi make over
L,L,M,Y,W,B

we had a great night. eventho kena tido kat oncall room sebab esok kerja pagi ^_~ tapi takpe, wehad so much fun. lepas tension dapat jerit2 sebab tengok LAN perform live !

s.urrende.r

as if im invisible. i click the LIKE button. i made a fool of myself , but guess what. thru all the conversations.. as if im not there. as if i never been there.
and the next day, i just laugh all the way .. talking bout it as it didnt hurt me a bit. like it meant nothing to me.. while inside me , i was like a rotten rose being left with no one who love...
i try to make it sweet, i try to blend in with your thoughts, but your mind is somewhere not near.. somewhere so far i cant connect to.. i cant.
when i tell you what happened in my life every day, your face, your reaction as if like you dont want to know at all... i know you are busy , so fucking busy that you cant even call me ..... cant even sms me ...
i remember when im so far away from you, you sent sms every day, every hour, before you come to work, after you finish work.. in between working hours... never failed you make me bloom and smiling every day ... but when im around, im the only one who do stuff like that .. and you? you have so many reasons ... i cant explain.
i understand your situation, i know the pressure .... that is why i never talk about this to you.. that is why ..... i will never ever talk to you about this. i have to surrender all my feelings and my thoughts here. im sorry ... maybe im just not good enough, or maybe.. it was just ME!

Yuna - Sparkle

stuck with yuna zarai tumblr every day. duhhh~~
seriously , hari2 bukak even baca bende yang sama.. ape ke halll ntahh?
and i keep on listening to sparkle. serious best kot ~
jangan berhenti berkarya ye yuna, im sure will buy every each of your album :)
sure i will... you sounds beautiful ** pengsan jap. kalau bole nyanyi macam dia syioknyerrr.....
and hear this :-

relationship are messy and people get hurt

susah kan nak jadi someone yang bukan yourself.
susah kan nak buat something bukan dari hati..
susah kan nak jadi ikhlas?
susah sangat kan?
sementara masih ada peluang bersama ni, apa kata guna peluang tu sebaik mungkin. cuba jadi yang terbaik, cuba tunjukkan segala keindahan yang ada pada diri masing2... supaya saling menghargai. cuba lah... kalau tak cuba mana nak tahu.
hidup ni singkat jer, tetiber, bila2 pun... apa pun boleh jadi kat kiter.
pernah tak fikir, itu kali terakhir cium tangan mak ayah, atau bergurau senda dengan adik2, atau buat kawan tersenyum. cuba hidup bagai ia adalah hari terakhir kita hidup. mungkin ia akan merubah sedikit sebanyak perspektif kite terhadap kehidupan. kan ?
setiap kali, bila kita bergurau kasar dengan yang tersayang, setiap kali, kita melukakan hati yang tersayang tanpa sedar atau tanpa niat, pernah kite fikir, mungkin itu adalah hari terakhir dia hidup dan kite memberinya seribu kepedihan.. tak adil lah kan? sedangkan selama dia hidup , dia sentiasa memberi yang baik2 pada kita. kadang2 kita take for granted manusia yang ada disekeliling kite, especially yang sayang kita lebih dari segalanya dalam dunia. especially yang layan kita lebih baik dari orang lain.. kesian dia kan? kesian ....
dan apa salahnya kalau kita jadi rakan yang baik, apa salahnya balas sms kawan2, kalau ye pun kite malas nak layan dia, apa salahnya dengar... dia yang call, bukan kredit kiter pun? kan ?? contoh kalau masa tu dia sangat2 perlukan kite, tapi kite sibuk dengan diri sendiri , maka kita tak ambil peduli pun.. esok2 bila kite cari kawan kite tu.. rupa2 nye dia sakit ke? kemalangan ke? rupa2nya masa dia call kiter, time kiter tak angkat tuu adalah masa dia ditimpa musibah .. dan sekarang kite menyesal tak sudah ....
apa salahnya sekali sekala, kite berfikirin baik, apa salah kite kalau kite fikir baik2? kalau kite tak perlu cakap benda yang kiter tahu akan menyakitkan hati orang ? apa salahnya kan ?
susah tau kalau ke kiri pun kite sakit, ke kanan pun kite sedih. ke mana kite harus pergi? ke atas sudah pasti la kan? tapi harus ke kite ke bawah ?
mana mungkin kita happy kalau asyik di kelilingi kegelapan. sesekali tu apa salahnya tak marah2? apa salahnya kalau tak cari silap orang? apalaa salahnya kalau benda sekecil zarah tak dibesarkan menjadi gajah? apa laaaaa salahnya? kita hidup saling memerlukan, maka bantu membantulah sesama insan. tak payah laaa nak jadi macam gitu. kite tak untung apa pun kan?
janganla dipijak mereka2 yang sering , tanpa lelah menghormati kite, janganla dicabar kesabaran mereka2 ini... berbuat baiklah... tak rugi. langsung tak rugi

** smile when you are in doubt. breathe ... and just let go .....

Katy Perry - Hummingbird Heartbeat (Full Song)(HQ)(Lyrics)

WORDS

boy : i love you
girl : prove it!! scream to the world that you love me
boy : **whispers I LOVE YOU
girl : why'd you whisper it to me?
boy : cause YOU ARE MY WORLD

aww~ isnt it so sweet? i wish my boyfriend could be romantic sometimes. not all the time. just some time... hehehehe

IM A LOVER NOT A FIGHTER, BUT I'LL FIGHT FOR WHAT I LOVE

T.R.A.N.S.P.L.A.N.T

satu hari ada orang tanya aku :-

girl: kak mady, kenapa pt post heart transplant ada dua 'P' wave?
me: erm, setahu akak pt kita tak pernah pulak nampak ada dua P wave. kenape?
girl: ms. viki suruh tanya . saya dah tanya kak semah , kak semah suruh tanya transplant team.
me: setahu akak, surgeon ganti the whole heart , macam mana pulak bole ada dua P wave?

jadi itulah yang berlaku. aku pun x berapa nak pandai sangat. takkan sebab isuprenaline? atau PPM? herm... satu hari yang indah ada CV Tech ni buat ECHO kat pt tu .. maka.... sesambil dia tengah explain kat protege dia .....

kam ai: bla bla bla pt ni ada separuh atrium dia yang lama.. bla bla bla
me: kejap kejap.. ulang balik...
kam ai: dekat oversea biasa diorng buat transplant, diorng ganti the whole heart, surgeon kita, dia tinggal sikit both atrium dia ( lt. + right ) .
me : kenapa dia buat mcm tu ?
kam ai : untuk mudahkan anastomosis , lagi satu kurangkan risiko, kurangkan masa pembedahan.
me : ooOOOOooo.....

kam ai did mentioned that the procedure is call bicaval technique.
and thE two P wave rhythm is ATRIOVENTRICULAR NODULE RE-ENTRY TACHYCARDIA.

Gossip Girl

i never knew watching GG will make me soooo addicted to it. if you people never watch it before, well, you should. i love it, love it love it sooo much. spend most of the time watching the series :)

THIS IS CHUCK BASS AND HE IS AWESOME!! SUPER AWESOME !

are we strong enough ?

i dont know how to start, or where to begin with. this week was a disaster with you. we are not really talking to each other since thursday's night, and we started to talk only on saturday. tragic isnt it? we never ever treated each other that way. we always, always settle problems between us, on the day itself. but, we both change. i was hoping for you while you were waiting for me to start first. i dont know, i never make my friends fight each other. i hold and keep so many secrets but, its all for me to keep, not for the world to knows.
you tell me, dont interfere with peoples problem, well, i dont interfere at all. when they comes to me, i listened. thats why they chose me, just to listen. i may said few things, but that is my opinion, which when they ask me to give a point on certain matters. so many things happened in front of our eyes, but we both shut out mouth, cause its none of our business. guess what, that people, they dont treat us the way we treat them . those kind of act, normally happened within girls world. boys normally they dont give a damn. but now, its different. i dont understand why.
i remember the things u did, why they didnt tell me what you did to me? should i bother now? i dont think so!
i already explain to you , and i know you understand exactly what happened. thank you so much.
its our 9 years together, can we make it through? are we strong enough? i know that you think i have a few back up plan , but please, until now, until this moment you read this, dont you think i already made up my mind and its only gonna be you. so, hold on to me, the way i hold on to you, trust me the way i always trust you. i really hope we gonna make it through. what will happened if we lost each other? have you ever imagine your life without me? you cant! it is not easy, it is pain. super pain !

ps: i survive the week by make up the good from the bad things that happened. thanks for being my everything, you stick with me no matter what happened. i wish i can be like you some day. i pray everything gonna be okay in your life. you know you can count on me, the way i count on you. i will never forget you.

i cant stop listening to this

I am done, smoking gun
We've lost it all, the love is gone
She has won. Now it's no fun
We've lost it all, the love is gone

And we had magic
And this is tragic
You couldn't keep your hands to yourself


I feel like our world's been infected
And somehow you left me neglected
We found our life's been changed
Babe, you lost me

And we tried, oh how we cried
We lost ourselves, the love has died
And oh, we tried, you can't deny
We're left as shells, we lost the fight

And we had magic
And this is tragic
You couldn't keep your hands to yourself


I feel like our world's been infected
And somehow you left me neglected
We found our life's been changed
Babe, you lost me

Now I know you're sorry and we were sweet
But you chose lust when you deceived me
You'll regret it but it's too late
How can I ever trust you again?


I feel like our world's been infected
And somehow you left me neglected
We found our life's been changed
Babe, you lost me

Life is beautiful

p/s: stay strong, live your life ...