i dont know how to start, or where to begin with. this week was a disaster with you. we are not really talking to each other since thursday's night, and we started to talk only on saturday. tragic isnt it? we never ever treated each other that way. we always, always settle problems between us, on the day itself. but, we both change. i was hoping for you while you were waiting for me to start first. i dont know, i never make my friends fight each other. i hold and keep so many secrets but, its all for me to keep, not for the world to knows.
you tell me, dont interfere with peoples problem, well, i dont interfere at all. when they comes to me, i listened. thats why they chose me, just to listen. i may said few things, but that is my opinion, which when they ask me to give a point on certain matters. so many things happened in front of our eyes, but we both shut out mouth, cause its none of our business. guess what, that people, they dont treat us the way we treat them . those kind of act, normally happened within girls world. boys normally they dont give a damn. but now, its different. i dont understand why.
i remember the things u did, why they didnt tell me what you did to me? should i bother now? i dont think so!
i already explain to you , and i know you understand exactly what happened. thank you so much.
its our 9 years together, can we make it through? are we strong enough? i know that you think i have a few back up plan , but please, until now, until this moment you read this, dont you think i already made up my mind and its only gonna be you. so, hold on to me, the way i hold on to you, trust me the way i always trust you. i really hope we gonna make it through. what will happened if we lost each other? have you ever imagine your life without me? you cant! it is not easy, it is pain. super pain !
ps: i survive the week by make up the good from the bad things that happened. thanks for being my everything, you stick with me no matter what happened. i wish i can be like you some day. i pray everything gonna be okay in your life. you know you can count on me, the way i count on you. i will never forget you.
