, the weekdays

im not quite sure how to start. its been a few days after THE DAY , but i cant seems to forget it. every details, every single words. its in my mind... i cant let go.

i hope you are happy saying all the things to me..

i really hope you did

enjoy the moment sir

life is not always bright

it aint

one day u up, and then, thats it. times up!

nothing wrong with being humble, nothing wrong with respect each other. nothing wrong treating people with dignity rather than treat them like rubbish.

i quote " when somebody that you trust, somebody that you thought you can rely in certain matter, burn you in hell for a very simple matters . you should leave. cause no matter what, your service is not appreciated anymore "

we human kind, we have feelings sir. if im the kind, who will drug myself after humiliation u did to me, you gonna regret it for the rest of your life. sometimes better think wisely before you open your mouth, sometimes please have some mercy. sometimes why dont be more rationale?
sometimes we should leave our personal problems outside, not carry it to ______

sometimes, life is cruel

sometimes, it shows how a person really is..

sometimes , after certain times, then only you can differentiate between diamond and glass

sometimes.... im just BLIND

life is no nintendo game

I can’t tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there’s a steel knife
In my windpipe
I can’t breathe
But I still fight
While I can fight
As long as it feels right

Grey's Anatomy : Derek and Meredith

i love both of them
they make it looks sooooo real
i wonder does such beauty exist
they touched my heart, without doubt!
every time they were together
it seems soooooooooo
beautiful
** peace

[MV HD ENG SUB] Big Bang - Tell Me Goodbye

Ken Hirai - Elegy

• tell me, why shoudnt i love HIM, I SHOULD isnt it?
  
• he is fucking awesome arghhh ..
• melting +++
• nie lagu best dengar bila tgh sedih , feeling abess .
  

David Cook- Always be my baby(Studio Version)

seriously want to HATE this song, tapi memang tak boleh langsung. not worth it untuk memekakkan telinga dari mendengarnya.. so people , enjoy!

the PLAN is on

yeah, very determine to start back study. lama sangat tangguh ! early this year, ayah tanya taknak ambik MENTOR COURSE ker? erk ?!
belum lagi la kot, tunggu lepas 5tahun berkhidmat, and ada degree, baru fikir nak amik. ok x? i heard some of the senior want to further --> master in NURSING, ahhh ~ bestnya, takpe2 pelan2 kayuh. jauh lagi perjalanan.
last weekend buka puasa dengan family memang best. makan banyak gile :D hahahaha... and my mum make a lempeng cicah kuah durian, perghhh------ sedapnye, lama dah tak makan . i love you MAMA.
and BOY was thinking of cooking for sahur ! huhuhuh , and mama terus nak belikan dapur gas untuk dia bawak balik sepang, heheheh.. semangat RAMADHAN nie lain betul :)
hari ni dah berjaya request untuk raya , phewwww~~~ nasib baik masih sempat. ingatkan taksempat dah.
souvenir post sydney belum diagih2kan lagi, tunggulaaa meeting dulu dengan big boss! okeh kawan2 ... UMAIRAH jer yang dah dapat gift dia .. hehehehhe
bring back MIKA's home, he made a lot of noise hehehhe... tapi bila disogokkan dengan jambu air. senyap.... dah boleh jalan dekat atas tangan dah .. yay !!

ps: minggu pertama ramadhan yang tenang

I dont LOVE you just to get HURT
If i dont LOVE you then i wouldnt CARE

Some people said time heal all the wound.
I wish its true. But the wound keep bleeding, i dont like being hurt while i didnt hurt u even a bit. Believe me i try my best to hold on, not to cry for u who dont even care bout my feelings..
I wish i was strong..
I put an effort not to cry, but i cant!
The feeling is too much for me...
Just
Too much
Being away means i suffer more than usual..

**sigh